You ever have that feeling, when you're in so much pain and agony, that you need something to distract youself from the pain? You always need to have something, to keep that feeling away. That's why so many people turn to drugs and alcohol just to numb the pain. Today I went to see the new Mary Poppins movie. It was a great movie, and also a great distraction. Before the movie, I was feeling down in the dumps, the same feeling I been having for the last few days. Well, more like the past two months. But when I was watching the movie, I didn't really think about it. For a moment, I wasn't forcused on my ex, or my insecurities. All my focus was on the movie. It wasn't until after the movie was over, all of the feelings and emotions came rushing back. I was even tearing up in the car. It's hard to find a constant distraction. Sometimes, distractions don't work, and your left with constant sadness. I had that happen to me quite a few times. Luckily today wasn't one of those days.